🔗 Share this article Excruciating Agony: My Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches It was a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable. The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. This condition often begin with intense discomfort around a single eye that persists up to three hours. About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe pain focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods. What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free. One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital. Still, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility. Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Ancient medical records propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at fixed hours”. Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this. In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better. Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his complaints. Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments. Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased. National guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some people. But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals. The official guidance need revising to reflect a